Friday, September 17, 2010

I was..

a model,

an editor,
a cheerleader,
ticket bus and movies pun nak simpan
a great stalker,
a paparazzi

a motivator,
a photographer,

and a collector.. my own world.
cannot sleep. find something to trash over but found this. the Burn Book lah sangat. now i want my 15 back!

another two days to go to get back in college. I don't hate my college. i just hated it when people keep talking about my shit; ee selekeh lah kau ni! ee pakai tudung tak matching kaler dengan baju lah. ee jangan pakai ni lahhhh! eee macam orang kampung lah!.
tak layak lah nak cakap macam tu kan. let me get you a mirror if you want to. im not there for flirting, I am studying. let me repeat, STUDYING!

Monday, September 13, 2010

scoop the shit into a bowl

was browsing through old pictures and found these. oh i miss it

love their hotdogs, hate their guards

the couple was split for a while. me and Ae shopped at Ikea and he was in Boarder looking for a peace. somehow, this story was begin right after the twisted religious agenda.

as a piece of cake or meat whatever, we can make this too. d.i.y., do it yourself

Monday, September 6, 2010

please don't go

errr where do I start? Well, it been almost a month we fasting and literally do a good deeds with the Ramadhan for sure. So I been thinking about the story of the back people when they come to visit us during this heavenly month.
Actually, I been blinded by something tragic happened long time ago when I was in standard 3 that our love one passed during Ramadhan too. Not just him (the little one- Muhammad Uzair), late grandma, kitties (they just come & go) and the relatives are gone in the same time. Do I need to think that those happened because of a consideration? yes? NO?
I feel so bad when they just come by to visit and see the things happened today and go when the time comes. Somehow, I am not satisfied for having myself in this Ramadhan.

But I'm pretty sure I will be better on the next

the secret behind every symbol

Do you know that Lady Gaga is one of a 'big' Mason nowadays?

check this out, make yourself knowledgeable:

Gaga is too bold for sharing these with us. Did she already know that the end of a day is just around the corner? For sure I guess.

The satanist strategy how they control our mind by creating these symbols.

Inverted Pentagram Used in witchcraft and occult rituals to conjure up evil spirits. Satanists use it 2 points up and pagans use it one point up. Any way it is used symbolizes evil. It matters not if two points are up or one. It matters not if it has a circle around it. It still is a symbol of Satan.

Baphomet Unique to Satanism. A demonic deity and symbolic of Satan. Can be seen as jewelry

It is also now being used by the masons. It can be seen on their buildings and the emblems the put on their vehicles to identify each other.

Another symbol of Baphomet Aleister Crowley wore this symbol as well as the 33rd degree founder Albert Pike of the Masons

Pentagram Symbol used in Witchcraft. Represents the elements, earth, wind, fire and water with the spirit surrounding them.

Hexagram It is one of the most potent symbols used in the working of the powers of darkness. Used to work magic.

Udjat or all seeing eye. one of few symbols referring to Lucifer (king of hell), whom it is though will pass judgment. Below the eye is a tear because he mourns for those outside his influence. (In the Cinderella Disney's movie, the name of the cat is Lucifer. see how they good in controling the kid's mind)

All seeing Eye Believed to be the eye of Lucifer and those who claim control of it have control of world finances. Used in divination. Hexes, curses, psychic control and all corruption are worked through this emblem. This one is a symbol of the Illuminati. Look at U.S. currency. This one is the basis of the New World Order. Obviously, can be seen this symbol is attached on the paper money in American Dollar. Also in many movies such as The Lord of The Ring and The Series of Unfortunately Event movie.

Logo of Time Warner/ AOL! Notice how it resembles the Udjat and is akin to the all seeing eye! Time Warner has a major monopoly on communications in the world. They control what you see and hear. They suppress the truth. Want to see a High Priestess who is wearing the symbol leading a ritual?

Tau Cross Symbol of the god Mathras of the Persians and the Aryans of India. To them, Mathras was an “angel of light” or the “heavenly light”. It is used in modern Masonry under the symbol of the T square

Italian Horn Other names….Unicorn horn and Leprechaun staff. Introduced by the Lord Druids of Scotland and Ireland. It is associated with good luck and good fortune. It is also used to ward off “Maluka” or the “Evil Eye”. It also means satan will take care of your finances.

Ankh Symbolizes fertility rites and the building up of lust within a person. A spirit of Lust is the power of this union of male /female representations. Also called the Long Life Seal.

Upside Down Cross Symbolizes mockery and rejection of Jesus. Necklaces are worn by many satanist’s. It can be seen on Rock singers and their album covers.

Zodiac Used in satanic and occult worship. Practitioners are acknowledging their god as Baal or Lucifer. Horoscope signs are included

Goat Head The horned goat, goat of mendes, Baphomet, god of the witches, the scapegoat. It’s a Satanists way of mocking Jesus as the “Lamb” who died for our sins. The goat is known as 'sabatic goat' and the symbol drawn by Eliphas Levi.

Cross of Nero – Or Peace sign. Another sign that mocks the cross of Jesus. Also know as “The Dead Man Rune”. It appears on the tombstones of some of Hitler’s SS troops.

Yin-Yang In Chinese philosophy, two great opposite principles or forces on whose interplay everything depends. Yang is male, light and positive, Yin is female , dark and negative.

Scarab Beetle The dung beetle which is the Egyptian symbol of reincarnation. It is also a symbol of of Beelzebub, Lord of the flies (satan). Worn by occultists to show that they have power and is a source of protection.

Satanic “S” Represents a lightning bolt that means “Destroyer”. In mythology, It was the weapon of Zeus. Worn to have power over others. Also was worn by the feared SS of Nazi Germany. (Electro!)

Satanic Cross Upside down question mark that questions the Deity of God. Within the occult it is the representation of the three crown princes; Satan, Belial and leviathan. Symbolizes complete power under Lucifer.

Star and Crescent Represents the moon goddess Dianna and the ”son of the morning”, the name of Lucifer in Isaiah 14:12.
Witchcraft uses it the way shown and Satanism turns it in the opposite direction.

Anarchy Means to abolish all laws. In other words “do what thou wilt” the law of Satanists. Used by Punk rockers and Heavy Metal followers.

Horned God Represents the horned god of witchcraft. Pan or Cernunnos. Note the thumb under the fingers and given by the right hand.

Horned Hand The sign of recognition between those in the Occult. When pointed at someone it is meant to place a curse. Note the thumb over the fingers and given by the left hand.

Witch Sign or Moon Sign Used to salute the rising moon. Also used by surfers and football teams. This is the sign that the furor should be using to indicate the “Hook Um” horns, Not the 2 above

666 The number of man. The mark of the Beast. Revelation 13:18. (no wonder ada cerita P.Ramlee 666 Jahanam kan kan aha)

Swastika or Sun Wheel An ancient religious symbol used long before Hitler came to power. It was used in Buddhist inscriptions, Celtic monuments and Greek coins. In sun god worship, it is supposed to represent the sun’s course in the heavens.

Freemason is one of the Satan beliefs. Remember this, according to Quran, surah Al-Fatihah (verse 6) which stated that "Guide us to the right path" that means we must pray and trust that Allah will bless & reward all of us accordingly, Insyallah. :)

Sunday, September 5, 2010

coming sooner

I will post some of my split-speech.

Grab Them to Know!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Miss used to left handed spoiler

In primary school,
got Cs in Mathematics
Discovered to like books
Started to hate calculator
Hate numbers
love drawings and sketching
Tulisan cakar ayam nak mampus-mampus